Back....

So Xanga has been so long ago. I was thinking the other day of how wonderful it was when everyone has xanga and how we couldn't go just a few days without checking it. And then I realize how we have totally forgotten about how obsessed we were with that just a few years ago and now no one cares. But we now have other obsessions that take all our time.

Things can change so fast. And some things are replaced and some things are not. Good habits are formed and worse habits come up. Some of us are most likely on our way to marriage, some are on their way to careers, some are on their way to nothingness and some are on their way to an extreme adventure because they do not have any inking of an idea what might take place in the course of their life.

I hope through everything that has happened, and all the time that has taken place, that through your busy lives God has been put first and that your lives have revolved around Him. It is a hard thing to do especially, when at this age, we are the most physically and mentally capable that we most likely will be in our lives. It is hard to rely on someONE that we cannot see and sometimes feel to run our lives. This has been a hard one for me. I just pray that priorities have been made and that God has been the FIRST and foremost one. And if not, that you will read this and strive to make that happen. That is all I have to say. Goodbye, friends.

college

Dear Ghost town Xanga,

It's been a while. Yeah, its really been a while. I am in college now, if you didn't know. I am  very consumed with writing papers, which I am avoiding at the moment. I do miss the easy life that I had when I was constantly on xanga and the childishness that accompanied it. Now everything is facebook. Myspace is dead. It's pretty much only for those who aren't in college. Although all the college students have a myspace too and check it regularly just in case that one cute boy decided to comment you back from 3 years in the past. That is my view on the whole thing. Well goodbye.

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Oh how I miss xanga.

I always start out by saying how xanga is dying and how much I miss it. But I really hope that I move on with my life and am not so attached to the stupid internet. And if it wasn't for the internet maybe I would call my friends more and maybe go see them.  The internet is just an excuses to be lazy. And an something to do on those lonely days, very frequently, when I am babysitting.

A few days ago if I wrote this I would pretty much say my life was going horribly. I hadn't heard from my college and found out I had to wait 2 plus more months to find out if I get in which I believe is pretty slim, and in the same day that I found that out, actually 2 hours after, someone backed into my car which made my day all the more moody. I was in the doldrums for a couple days after that. My birthday was 2 days after that moody day and my birthday always seems to a dark and gloomy day,  I dont know why. But things are going well. I dont think many things are changing but I  feel more confident in myself and I  know I can take on alot more stuff since I have been through more in one day than I had in like all of my high school years up to my senior year. I have learned that it is possible and make every bad situation turn into something that glorifies God. And that in everything we are to choose to praise Him because He is ultimately worthy for every praise that I can muster.

And now there is today, I work from 8 AM to 9 PM- at 3 different places. And since my car is in the repair shop I have to bum rides everywhere. I feel so bad for my folks, they just got home last night from running all over and were willing to take me right out to work as soon as they got home and stay in town until I was done. I took for granted living in town. But I do love living where I do, in the country.  Us country folks all are pretty close and I like it that way.  Thank God I am a Country Girl!

I noticed that I wrote here last exactly one month ago. I guess this could be my monthly posting column. Thank you for your time and if no one reads this.... oh well. It was fun doing it. I think I should name my column thingy. I need a life!! Love you ppls.